South Africans! Buy the new sl, the cd is really good.

Aren't people always trying to feel good about their mistakes? It reminds me of Slopmasters post about people claiming to have no regrets... is that possible? Whenever I look back I try to imagine how I should feel about mistakes I've made and maybe tell myself that I've learnt something. Maybe you just need to feel that your mistakes weren't in vain so you won't feel depressed. I suppose if you recognise a mistake in hindsight then you'll be able to see it coming better in the future. This topic is boring me now. (The ADD.)

I spend most of my time with my friend Robyn... for about 10 years now, except when I was in Cape Town studying. (Relief!) Even though she is one of my best friends, she's one of the reasons I want to go away. (When I went to CT, Taiwan and now England.) She's always sad when I leave, I feel so bad. I love her! She just makes me feel so claustrophobic. Maybe it's the way she's been in durban all this time living in the same place and we always do the same things together. It just makes me realise again that I don't think I could get married. I like leaving and missing someone. Again, I'm bored by this topic.

Sometimes as soon as I've voiced something, or written something, I have no idea if I still feel it!